I wish there was a class for this, a do 1-2-3 and you can get your love back. Even if the 1-2-3 are something so hard like 1. Do 200 push-up 2. Get into Harvard 3. Become the first Asian president of the United States... even with insanely hard things like this, at least I'll have something to aim for.
Its 4 am, I can't sleep. All I can think of is how to get her to feel what we felt again, and nothing comes to mind. I don't know what to do, I love her still, so very much. I remember how when I used to tell her "I love you" she'd giggle... tonight it felt like I was talking to her about the weather. She told me to let her go, how do I do that? She still holds my heart, I can't breath, can't think.
Friends across deviantArt, will you lend me some wisdom from you? Some ideas on how to win someone back? I love her and I want her to take me back.
If any of my wording sounds weird please tell me, I am not at the best mental state right now.

Well today is my B-day... I woke up.. ate breakfast... went online... went off line... ate lunch... yea pretty plain... man life sucks kinda... actually neh... my sister bought me a present from C28 thank her so much and mom bought me a WOW CD.. much thanks for that too ^^ guess I should grow up and appreciate what I have right now but man never the less it still feel a little bit lonely ^^:
well haven't uploaded any thing.. because I'm lazy... I drew a few things.. but I boxed em up cuz of the possibility I'll be moving some time this summer ^^

first I have to say... I'm not too good at traslating so.. if this sucks ... please don't chop off my fingers for typign this XD

一九四三 1943
世界大戰 World War
阿嬤年輕的時候 Happened when my grandmother was young
爺爺愛他那麼多 Grandpa loves her very much
他們感情很深 They are really in love
但是爺爺 But Grandfather
身負重任 Has to protect the country
就在離鄉的那夜 So at the night before he leaves
給了阿嬤一個吻 He gave grandmother a kiss
輕聲說道 And said

我要離去 I am leaving
別再哭泣 But do not cry
不要傷心 Do not be sad
請你相信我 Please believe in me
要等待 You have to wait
我的愛 My love
陪你永不離開 Will never leave you
因為會有那麼一天 Because there will be a day
我們牽著手在草原聽 We hold hands in the fields lisening
鳥兒歌唱的聲音 To the Birds sing
聽我說聲 And to hear me say
我愛你 I love you

夕陽西下　It is dusk
鳥兒回家　All the birds come one
阿嬤躺在病床上 Grandmother sick on a bed
呼吸有一點散漫 Her breath is a little bit loose
眼神卻很溫柔 But her eyes are filled of warmth
看著爺爺　She looks at grandpa's
濕透的眼　Tearful eyes
握著他粗糙的手 Holding on to his hands
阿嬤淚水開始流　Grandmother started to cry
輕聲說道 And she said

我要離去 I am leaving
別再哭泣 But do not cry
不要傷心 Do not be sad
請你相信我 Please believe in me
要等待 You have to wait
我的愛 My love
陪你永不離開 Will never leave you
因為會有那麼一天 Because there will be a day
我們牽著手在草原聽 We hold hands in the fields lisening
鳥兒歌唱的聲音 To the Birds sing
聽我說聲 And to hear me say
我愛你 I love you


XD This song is sooooo good >< see if you wanna lisen to it... you tube will rock your world.. so use it lol

Hello people!~ its ganna be 2007 at midnight tonight!~ XD I'm soooooo sorry for the slacker attitude I put on DA... but some times I really just can't find the time >< I gatta find time to study, watch TV, play Rappelz online, RAN online, and Audition online... and count the white spot on my white wall... basicly.. I'm usually busy...
But I'll try to be better next year!~ I got a few art work I think are pretty good I did last year but wasn't able to post them here... ^^llb
Humm.... 2007 will be the year of the pig... well hope I won't become more of a pig during next year XD (newyears resolution?) he he..

6 random facts...

1.I love art, and I have a passion for it, I just don't know how far I can go with it.
2.I love video games.. and still can't rid my self from it.. even though I'm a college student.
3.I love to talk to people.. but I'm not such a good talker...
4.I love to to be with friends, just plain being with them makes me happy ^^
5.I believe those who are smart are those who acually work for their goal.

hmm.. that's 5 hope you guys find it amusing lol